I know I've let ya down time and time again
Just know I never meant to hurt you my friend
I said words I never meant to say
Did things I just wish I could forget and make them go away
But the image sticks in my head each time I hear your name
Knowing forever my life will never be the same
I should've never yelled those words I did that night
I could've stopped us from that hurtful fight
Just know I never meant for this to happen
I just wish I were back to the times we were always laughin
Not sitting here looking across the room at an empty chair
For what happened that night to you, was so unfair
I never thought you would take it that far
I always thought together our friendship would shine bright as a star
I never thought I would be standing here in the snow
Holding a single white rose, while our friendship I have to let go
I never thought this time would come to say goodbye
For you my best friend commited suicide....