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by Xx KaYleY 2008 BaYbeE xX Dec 14, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
When i look in the mirror I don't like what i see, A disappointment and a failure Is what comes back at me ! I smash the mirror up So i can't see me anymore, Shattered into a thousand pieces Just laying there on the floor. I hate that I've hurt my mum But i hate that she's hurt me, I hate that I've hurt my dad But i needed to be free ! I'm sorry i broke his relationship up But i just wanted my dad, He obviously didn't care about me That's what made me mad. He knows i thought the world of him And loved him ever so much, But why couldn't it have been the same with me He didn't even get in touch. All the times you told me you weren't with her Were all a big fat lie, You should have told me the truth Instead of making me cry ! I know I'm just a mistake And I'm not supposed to be here, I don't want to carry on Forget the rest of the year !!!! There's so many things unspoken Things no-one know about, But I'm still not telling anyone Thats without a doubt !! I know I'm going to go Cause I've literally had enough, Things are just too hard to deal with Way too tough !