The pain i feared has come back,
I knew it would return,
but i didn't think it would happen so soon.
I hoped that it would stay away for ever.
But i should've known better.
I feel as if my heart has been torn to pieces.
Its all my fault for getting close.
I should've stayed away, but i was being stupid.
Now the pain is here to stay, I'm not fighting it.
I'm just going to let it take away.
Maybe if it stays long enough it will kill me.
But i know I'm not that lucky in life.
The pain is growing and it won't stop.
Pain is all i feel in my life now.
I swore to myself that i would never get close,
but i broke my oath, now I'm paying the price.
My pain is never going to leave because of you.
I let myself get close to you.
Now, I'm suffering the pain of a broken heart.
You are the one i blame for my pain.
I also thank you for the pain, because u have
reminded me of why i don't get close.
