I lost a part of me (abortion)

I lost a part of me that day
Something I never thought I would do
I chose to end my childs life
A child I never knew.
My baby was 6 weeks and 4 days
That I will never forget
My life is now filled with sadness
That day is my biggest regret.
By now I would have a baby
A child to hold and love
Instead I have an angel
Watching from up above.
Which is better?
I dont have the slightest clue
Choosing what was best for me
Or, baby, what I thought was best for you.
I couldnt stand to see you suffer
For the things I chose to do
At least I know youre happy now
God will never stop loving you.
And until the day when I can see you
I will forever remember the day
February 24, 2007
The day I sent you away.