Let me Entertain you

Let ME ENTERTAIN YOU Do u really understand mecca ..? Do u really wanna get in my head? If i let u would u think I'm crazy..? Often,the way i feel is terrible,my smiles are no longer from my heart,just a movement of my lips...my hopes,dreams,n ambitions are running low...My positive thinking is constantly pushed to the back by the negative...sometimes i feel physically,emotionally,and mentally "incarcerated". I've lost touch with so many that have been there through thick n thin,and have kept me going...I hope they know i miss them...? And still need them...??Often i feel alone,even when there is someone here...more mentally alone,than physically Iv come to realize. There's a big difference between someone telling you everything will be OK,and someone telling u that n u believing it because of u Some people allow themselves to go to certain people they know will lift their spirits up, and everything is cool. In my situation thats not an option...I'm left feeling down because I've lost all I've had...DEEP RIGHT...............................................