'You don't care enough
He whispered lowly
As my eyes glazed over,
and My vision became snowy.
He never know how much I really care,
The whole time I had problems letting him in.
Truthfully I was having problems letting go
From this relationships genesis
Not from another one,
Because he was the only one I truly loved
But my heart was my fear
And maybe if I got too near . . .
Crack!
My heart slammed against eh wall
I watched it with apathetic eyes fall,
Though every shard cuts a piece of me.
My teeth grin
My blood flowed
Fresh Rivers,
In my souls endless snow.
Now I'm lost in your winter
And all you left me to be
My tears will just be one more contribution
To your endless Sea
I wanted it to work
Seemed to be a lie to me
Because if that was true,
I'd wake from this nightmarish dream.
