I hope you found what you were looking for

It's almost been two months
since you left me here alone
still it feels like forever
and every single day the pain has grown

i miss our shopping days
and the days we'd go get KFC
i miss the mall with you there
cos there was no where better to be

i wish you hadn't killed yourself
because i needed you here with me
every day feels like it's getting harder
it's like without your hugs it's getting hard to breathe

i miss your skinny jeans
and the colors of your hair
no one else could play like you did
without you here it feels so unfair

i wish you didn't have a reason
but people didn't understand
i wish they hadn't teased you
and i wish that the last time i didn't let go of your hand

if i had known when i hugged you last
that I'd never hold you again
i would have held you there forever
until it was really meant to be the end

all your friends, they miss you
and so does your dad and mum
we'll never forget you ever
we only wish your mistakes could be undone

if you could have seen your funeral
I'm sure that you would still be here with us all
there was so many people that really loved you
and a huge memorial in the hall

i hope you're happy
i hope you found what you were looking for
the lives of so many people will never be the same without you
our lives will never be the same as before

still i hope that heaven for you is amazing
and that one day i can hug you again
I'll never forget you
and Waz you know I'll love you until the end