Pain 2

I feel alll the pain that is me,
and yet i dont regret
all the things
that i did to deserve all of my scars

for the scars
on my soul
bear a story
for the whole human race
so they can learn my mistakes,
and avoid my pain

is it worse to know love, and lose it?
or to love
and be hated
by the one you adore
with your being
your life's entirety...
i dont know
why don't
you
tell
me