The meaing of goodbye

No matter how many times we say goodbye,
I never stay away for long.

Something will remind me of you,
like the moon, my pillow, or our song.

My brain will stop thinking my heart will soar,
and i will long for you more than ever before.

I'll want one last memory,
maybe a hug or a kiss,

But then I'll want to relive every moment that was bliss.

I'll be jerked back to reality by the scars on my wrist,
and now i remember why by you i wont be kissed...