Fighting the Years

This little blue eyed girl fakes another lie
Smiling as most everyone thinks she's alright

What's brought her confusion and tears she doesn't know
But she has yet to find out what the future holds

Her weaknesses are put to the test
As she finds out what coping way is best

Punishing herself for a past gone wrong
She feels she stands alone but still somehow strong

Trying to fit it all together she's still so very lost
She manages to survive another day at all cost

the only place she really feels peace
Is in the palm of the Lord where she abandons most everything

Soaring through life on the wings of an angel
Was that little blue eyed girl all grown up now

She made everyday with God's strength molded in her
Not yet realizing that till she was much older

What has been done to her they may never know
But God has swept her in His arms where she is forever safe now.
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This was written from my <3..Adopted people...we all feel this emptiness...that we can never really fill...sometimes we spend a life time trying to and never really figure out why. But i understand..so this poem goes to u guys.