Tolerating A Smile~

I'm restless to believe I'll be okay
That the storm ahead won't come my way

Where is my success from attempts not to fail?
Unlock these chains and set me free from this jail

A life spent searching for the end of a rainbow
Is what I have perfected hoping no on will ever know

I can't shake the voices or mental pictures
And I can't block out the lingering whispers

Steady urges go un-filled
While tears are forever set still

Standing in silence the rain starts to fall
Come let it pour and I'll get through the worst of it all

I'll figure life out and who I'm destined to become
But I'll refuse to run away from this storm up above