I dont know what to do..and it frightens me..

If i told you i loved you,
right here...
right now..
would you have the courage to say it back..
would you be able to look into my eyes,
and say your the most beautiful thing ever?

Turning back time..
isn't even close to what i wish i could do..
to be able to look at you again..
and know you were so close to being mine,
but just too afraid of you denying me.

This smile on my face..
wont last forever..
&& the secrets i hold..
are beginning to slip,
and i dint think i can hold them in anymore.

A cool breeze along my hand..
reminds me of how cold it is..
with out someone to hold it...
someone to kiss me,
&& keep me warm.

Walking down the halls..
of my life..
for the next four years..
and i am hoping you will walk some with me,
once i get the courage to tell you i want you to.

To look at a rose while it blossoms..
is like looking at life..
in slow track..
grasping onto every second you can,
just to hope you dint regret anything.

I look..
you look..
i turn away..
and i get scarred to look again,
please, just look at me and smile,
all i want is that smile..
to know that i can have you.

So...
if i told you..
that i loved you..
could you say it back?