Me and you

I dont think its fair that what you say is true
No matter how much I try I have to admire you
Your courage and your smile to say whats on your mind
You wit and your personality cant always be mine

I wish you knew I love you more then I did
I wish you knew I wanted u more before I hid
All the feelings I put aside just to watch you smile
And all the time I got so scared I watched you all the while

You told me something frightening today
Something that made me want to run away
But I knew that what u said was a lie
You where drunk and I was young how could I stand by

Why did you say that your feelings where coming back
When all you did after wards was make me lose track
Was it because you missed your ex
Or was it because you missed the sex

What do I do to show you I want the truth?
Not something that you have said to get to my youth
I want to know how this is. How we are going to end up?
Is this going to be the same when you life falls out of your cup