It's permanately broken.

I wish I could re-live this past year...
get through it all with one less tear.
Maybe I would still have my best friend.
Both of us promising to be sisters 'til the
end.

I guess the end was closer than I thought.
I want to go back to when we fought. If I
could, I would just give in. Tell her she was
right and let her win. Now looking back, I
could have changed it all. I wouldn't have
ruined what we had, or taken the fall.

Here I sit without her now. The only question
stuck in my head is how?...How did this happen
to friends so tight? We went down without a
fight. We're starting to talk and work this out,
but we're gonna have to take our separate route.

Me and her not being the same..yeah it really
is a shame. I don't know how to make it right.
What we had is out of sight. I feel like I've
already been replaced, and now it hurts to see
her face. I gave her up without a care. I can
tell that the end will not be fair. What we lost
can not be found. Knowing that, I can't make
a sound. </3