Im leaving

Its raining inside and out as I lay about
And wonder where im gonna go from here
Ive made such a mess, I tried my best
But I guess my best didnt come near

I gather my stuff, Ive just had enough
I walk through the door, dont look back
Theres no return, that fire wont burn
Im heading off down a lonely track

All the while I wonder and smile
What would be if it werent for me?
Damn myself for being myself
And not being what you want me to be

Can you accept or will you expect
My whole life to change for you
My soul becomes free, the road and me
Are heading to somewhere new