Just writ4e whats in your heart little girl. thats what she tells herself while looking in the mirror.
he fell in love with Mrs. Right and thought everything would be ok. the so called perfect live he thought.
he loved her with everything he knew. she was all that he wanted in a mate. she was confused and didn't know what she wanted. hated being lonely so she was with him. she had a tough life, no one really understands her. she feels alone in the world and doesn't know what to do. so many things going through her mind she cant sort them out, it eats her up alive. so bad that it affects her decisions. her actions tore him apart.
he fell flat on his face and is trying to get up. honestly he knows he can try harder and does so. this puts a strain on their relationship. he was there for her whenever she needed him. he though she understood that, but he knew that shes been hurt before so he never took it for granted. shes fallen before, he never said or did anything to put her down.
he doesn't get it, to her hes a worthless man, not good for anything. she doesn't hate him, she appreciated everything hes done for her but she just cant stand him anymore. hes hurt but tries not to shot it. he tries to explain her actions. maybe shes scared. or confused, definitely stressed out. he use to love her so much that he prayed the role was reversed. let all the stress be on him. she doesn't need this in her life right now, she doesn't deserve this at all. if only he could change it.
he thinks but cant explain why she doesn't like him at all. i guess this was the last straw for him. he doesn't hate her. hes hurt so much by her that his heart is numb. its hard for him. staying with her in the same pace, feeling, knowing she cant stand him.
but life goes on, he cant blame anyone but himself and he does and tries to make the best of the situation.
so she picks up a rock and shatters the mirror. a tear rolls down her face as she turns her back on the past, looking forward to the future. stopping for a second, she thinks about putting it back together.
its always better to leave the broken pieces then to hurt yourself trying to put them back together.
