Because of Me.

I watched you fall
Bury yourself in your hole
Lock yourself out
From the world

When I heard of your
Suicide
I fell to the floor
Tears covered my eyes

I could have saved you,
I could have helped-
Instead
I watched you fall

I was selfish.

Because of me
You aren't here anymore
You're buried
6 feet under

I went to your funeral
But couldn't bare
To see the face of your parents
For I feel I am the cause.

With your passing
I feel the need
To live on
With only one thing in mind
To live
As you would've
Wanted me to live.

I will always miss you.
Your smile,
Our talks,
Everything-
Because you meant the world to me.