Awaiting your call
to insanity i fall
i sit, debating the blade
as into darkness i fade
you were so close just hours ago
and now i wait, dying to know
weather or not i am good enough
but the kinfe wants to know which of my veins is tough(est)
decide my fate
and lift this weight
so here i sit
in the dark unlit
awaiting the call
that will decide my fall
i want to die
as here i lie
awaiting you loving arms