Leaving me here.
with a broken heart.
scarred.
the first time.
it ever happened.
i can't look at a mirror.
scared.
my reflection might whisper.
whisper something.
i don't want to hear.
you cant see how you hurt me.
internally.
it's not that fact that you did it.
it's the lies you told me.
and I'm stupid.
stupid for believing you.
now you'll be the first.
to ever do something.
so shallow.
to me.
cheat.
how do you feel?
now that.
i expressed.
my soul.
to you.
are you happy?
because my insides are drowning.
drowning in a huge puddle.
of tears.
tears that you created.
it's lost.
my heart.
i have to find it.
i can't go on.
now the word has lost it's meaning.
love.
how do you feel?
do you care?
you're probably too busy admiring her.
hope you have a nice life.
but before i leave you.
there's something i have to admit.
you'll miss me one day.
you'll realize that no other girl will put up.
with your crap.
it was love that made me stay.
yet love made me go.
my heart told my mind to fly away.
so I'm gone.
far away from you.
cheater.