The laughter
the smiles
it was all fake
to you it was pretend
life was your stage
and you were the world's best actor
for you were able to deceive everyone
and make them believe
you were someone you weren't
they all thought you were
happy, funny, and loving life
when really you were
miserable and about you give it up
you were not happy with who you were
or at least who you were thought to be
a shadow boy
you began to step into the light
and then your sun blocker brother
would move back in your way
you could no longer stand it
so you put a gun to your head
pulled the trigger
and now your life is gone
lost forever to the shadows
