Scared

I was scared to breathe
I was scared to move
I didn’t want to see you
I just wanted to go home
I never wanted to see you again
But then I saw you
Those scars that were because of me
Stood out on your face
Not so much a set back to your looks
But highlights in your beauty
Looking at you
No one would realise what you are capable of
But I know
I know better then anyone
Your gentle hands
Are not so gentle
Your soft words
Is harder then rock
I just wish I could forget
What your body did
But why should I be granted the pleasure
Of forgetting those actions
I want to scream at the sight of you
I want to die just remembering you