It hurts a lot to admit

It hurts a lot to admit it
But somehow I'm finally letting go
It makes me sad to realize we got to quit it
But now it's over I know
I'm sitting here and it's feeling a little strange
You learned me so much about sacrifice
And I know after so long I can feel a sudden change
We learned that sometimes to love we need to pay a price
I looked through the picture today of all of you
I smiled and almost cried
Don't worry it happened exactly how it was supposed to
I felt this weird stinging inside
You three, you're my seasons
I hope you know that
It tempts to try again for different reasons
But it won't bring us back
N you were my winter
So cold, a pleasure in pain
But love grew and ice couldn't hinder
Forever you'll be my friend again
L you were that fall
I saw red colors come alive
You showed me places in heaven I still recall
I wanted to be inside you
All those crazy things we'd do
M you were the spring
It blossomed and bloomed
Now I'm waiting here for who the summer can bring.

Among all of them who were
It was you three
Among all of them who did care
I wanted to give you all of me
And I won't lie
Sometimes I still reminisce
I won't die
But yes sometimes I still miss
It's the small things we did
Walks through the street
Talks of naming the kids
It makes laugh a little bit
Now I'm just waiting
For a new love to hit.
But thanks for those memories
Thank you for those sweet melodies.
I couldn't have met, anyone better to share that part of me with.

Arun.