My face it changes everyday
just so they won't yell again.
my true identity is hiding behind this veil.
You'll never be able to see or feel,
who I really am.
I'm hiding from you,
hiding from him, hiding from her.
these smiles that you see are all fake.
all that you think you know of me
it was all just a convent lie.
Just another step forward,
another breath of life.
You will never see these invisible tears,
falling from my eyes.
I show no fear only hatred.
People are slowly fueling the fire
that lives deep in my soul.
Soon that unknowing person will
add the things that will make me explode.
So here I'll say what is needed to be said,
to the people who I really care about.
Know your what keeps me alive,
you were the beacon the light.
Always there when I was about to give up the fight.
You sat, you listened, for some
you pretended to care.
You knew it's what i needed.
I wish I could only do the same for you.
Even though I've never been fully truthful.
Know it was because I didn't want to scare you.
My only fear is losing you.
You may not know all of me,
but I showed you what I could.
I can't remove my veil, just know
I really do care about you,
that was never a lie.
People call me callous and cold,
yet my frozen heart still beats.
Maybe someday it will unfreeze,
but until then just understand this is who I am.
My life,
My breaths, it was all just a lie.
But this is who I am.
