Wonder

*BECAUSE EVERONE KEEPS ASKING*
You- the boy
Him- my Labrador

I saw you today
But I still didn't things were going to be okay
I kept on walking as you passed by
You didn't even do anything but you caught my eye
And you looked so upset today, and I wanted to help
Though I held it all back, and I kept in my yelp
I know you really love her, and you care for her
She wasn't here today, but I missed the way things were
When you spoke to me, and you made me smile
Now you just ignore me, and it's been going on for a while
I've already talked about this before
But still thinking about it makes me sore

And it starts to make me wonder, I don't know what you do
But whenever I hear this song, it makes me think of you
How when you're there, I'm perfectly fine
But when you're gone, I can't count the time
It confuses me badly, and I can't think straight
My smiles turned to tears, and my love turned to hate
I don't feel together anymore, it's hard to compare
What part of me is whole, and I choke on the air
I learned to never trust anyone 100 percent, not even the one I love
And when I ask for answers, I reach the stars above
I wish I was invincible, where no one can touch me
And I couldn't get hurt, and I wasn't blind enough to see
See the light, reigning down on my face
And I couldn't look at you with disgrace

I wish I was in a world where everyone was okay
There's was always smiles and love, and beautiful things to say
No hearts were destroyed, and no one hurt someone else's pride
Everyone was in a safe place, and no one died
I'd bring him back to life, and tell him I missed him dearly
I'd look him in the eyes, just staring drearily
No I'm not talking about the boy, I'm talking about my Labrador
He had died 4 years ago, and thinking of him makes my insides sore
Enough about the tears, I said I wanted the happy life
No more wanting to die, especially with a knife
I pray to God one day, all my wishes will come true
But for now, all I have to wonder about is what will happen to you