A Dancing Silhouette

Details of my past silhouette are still left in my memory
Stuck like an unforgotten dream
Are the tears of pain and their own mocking conspiracy

I endure the mental pictures un-willfully
Sleeping in a bed of answered questions
I lay awake forever cautiously

Im desperate to forget it all,
Anxious to make it stop
And forever restless to allow one more tear to fall

Stably anchored I still feel so weak and fragile
Dwelling in a vicious circle
That will never be completely filled

Seeking the next step I feel I'll search for eternity
A horrific burden I carry
That's made its home in my heart ever so dreadfully

A dancing silhouette I sing to so perfectly
Managing to cover the explicit details
It's my life I sing as a bitter-sweet melody