I loved this! It provoked some many emotions in me that I even shed a tear or two. I could truly relate with everything you said here because I have been in the same position too. I loved your use of language and your vocabulary was just beautiful. The imagery you painted was flawless and I could truly imagine everything clearly in my mind.

"I can't grasp reality since I'm still living in our dream,"
^This line just hit me hard because I could relate with it a 100% beautifully done.

*5/5*

This poem makes me realize I may be reaching out to air too. :(