Imperfection

How can other people like me
if i do not like myself
how can people understand me
if i do not understand myself

i have no confidence
cut me down
i will break down
compliment me
i think you are a liar

there is always someone
who is so much better
there is no doubt you will win against me
i am not competition

i know nobody is perfect
"imperfection is beauty"
my imperfections are countless
and too much of one thing is bad

compared to me
anybody is pretty
compared to me
anybody is skinny

many days i hate myself
i hate my personality and looks
i wish if only i was different
my life would be so much better