I Know Who I am.

I know I'm insecure.
i know i can't trust anyone.
i try only to trust myself.
but i don't deserve anything I'm getting.
and i throw the good things away.
because I'm young.
i learn alot as i go on this journey.
life isn't supposed to be easy.
i don't expect it to be.
i want to be the person standing next to me.
why can't i like me?
i know who i am.
i know who I'm not.
yet everyone else is telling me what i am.
no one knows me.
no one knows me.
if they knew maybe they would stop.
maybe the world would stop.
that would be the day.