What Happened?

What happened?
What did I say?
What did I do to make it turn out this way?

Why did you let go?
Why did you forget?
I thought we had something; it never ment shit.

How can I get over it?
How can I erase?
I'm writing in pen & cain't take back my mistakes.

I thought you cared.
I thought you we're real.
It was all fake; it's not a big deal.

Iv'e been hurt before.
Iv'e got through it.
Now i have to do it again; theres nothing to it.

I didn't want to loose you.
I didn't want to forget.
Now i'm left with the memories and everything you ment.

Once again I messed up.
Once again I regret.
I wish i could take it all back but unfortunatley I cain't.

I'll get over it.
I'll make it through.
I won't remeber nothing; not even you.

I'm sorry I'm not perfect.
I'm sorry I'm not enough.
Goodbye is never easy; it's always tough.

The memories will fade.
The feelings will leave.
I just cain't look back at all the things you made me believe.

You told me you cared.
You told me it was the truth.
It's was all lies; i never ment anything to you.

I could be smiling.
I could be laughing.
Instead i'm thinking of you and all thats happening.

It's not right.
It's not fair.
I'm left with nothing except all the pain to bear.

I'm still here.
Your long gone.
I'm standing in the same place where you left me alone.

I'm getting over it.
You've let go.
I just don't think I can leave behind everything I know.

I know it was lies.
I know it was fake.
I know I never thought it'd be this way.

I never wanted this.
It's all your fault.
So if you decide you want me to take you back, I promise i won't.

I'm not going to cry.
I'm not going to feel bad.
I'm going to move on and leave everything i THOUGHT we had.

I can make a bet.
I can make a deal.
I will never look back, no matter how much you think i will.

I might cry.
I might smile.
No matter what i do; it will be worth while.

With your help.
Without you at all.
I can do it; and I won't fall.

I don't need you.
I don't need a hand.
I'm going to make it through everything the best I can.

I guess this it it.
I guess it's done.
It's finnaly over; I guess you won.