Sometimes i wish..

Sometimes i wish
we were still together,
laughing and joking around.
sometimes i wish that I'm still your only one,
but it makes me wonder if you really did love me,
because all of a sudden there was another.
sometimes i wish i could still be good enough for you.
but maybe i never was. hopefully one day i will be good enough for someone, but i wish that someone is you.

OK so i lied i don't wish for you sometimes, i wish for you all the time. i promised that id love you forever, and so far that promise is still true. your stuck in my heart for life, and i constantly dream of you. i just wish, you never left me because theres a piece of me missing. its not fair please just come back.
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OK...its definitely a work in progress. its kind of a letter to someone who i still love. maybe he'll read it, who knows. unfortunately he haunts my memory....and i don't want it to stop.....