I've thought this through,
Planned it right to the end
There is nothing I haven't thought of -
Nothing can go wrong.
I've spent the last couple of years
Drowning in my sorrow,
Sinking to the bottom
Of my own dark, dismal abyss
I've been dying,
Piece by piece,
Killing myself slowly,
Painfully.
But there was always on thing
That stopped that final breath
From escaping my lips;
That prevented that final drop of blood
From leaving my body;
And that one thing is you.
My love for you
Has kept me hanging on
For one last day.
But I want out!
I don't want to suffer anymore.
I don't want to feel anymore.
I don't want to breathe anymore.
I don't want to live anymore.
