The feelings I have inside isn?t like any other and takes every feeling I?ve had and blinds it as if I t was never real and makes my heart wonder mindlessly,
The way you look at me when we?ve got no words to say to one another,
The feeling you give when we look at each other in the eyes as if what we feel is the first,
The feeling you give me when I walk away from you,
The look of worry in your eyes like at that moment it could actually be the last time you might seem me go and the way you hug me slightly differently then everyone else,
You tell me you don?t feel for me as I feel for you,
But your eyes hold a different story inside,
But I second-guess you because you show confusion toward your feelings toward me,
My confusion traded by pain as the tears fall like rain,
I lay awake wondering inside why it is I doubt you so very much when you tell me,
?Can we be just friends?? ?That?s all I feel for you?,
But yet I feel you?re afraid I?m miss leading you,
When you tell me you knew how I felt for you all this time,
I wonder why you never said anything till now,
I felt like I should hid I never mint tot let you know,
By the way we seemed closer and better off just guessing,
Your words your way don?t seem quit right,
You say things and do things to make me wonder if you feel like just friends or if many there?s more,
And that maybe there could be a chance for so much more,
You tested me as if you had to be sure that I really felt that way,
But you say just to see how I would react if I ever thought you were mad at me,
But why would you test me if you don?t truly care? What you could you possibly need to know that you couldn?t ask me?
Or why couldn?t you just believe that how I feel isn?t an act,
You tested me you acted as if how feel for you could just be an lie or a joke,
But why would you think I could like or joke?
When I?d flirted and lend towards you and no other,
If you tested me to find out if I really cared, did it work?
All you had to do was ask me with out fear of me saying I lied,
Because I could never lie to you,
Did you test me because you thought I was lying to you or to my self?
Were you afraid I wanted to hurt you?
I know that fear but I would not hurt you not now not ever,
But you never realized that by questioning me and my feelings for you that you could?ve hurt us BOTH!!!
Because I say it now I?ll say it as long as you?ll let me,
