It's been happening currently, out of no where
My face turns bright red and everyone stares
I start to get a headache and I can't think right
I get really dizzy and forget the sight
My head is pounding like I fell a thousand feet
I can't stand to stay still and I felt as if the need to retreat
At lunch today one of my friends had to be a joke
She slammed the table and her slushy broke
It exploded all over me and I started to scream
She didn't do anything about it, but she just beamed
She thought it was "oh so hilarious", and then it began to start
I started to sweat and I could feel my rapidly beating heart
I needed to sit down but almost collapsed
I wanted someone to help me, "ASAP"
When I voluntarily went to clean up the slushy mess
The boy's girlfriend walked by me and suddenly I felt emotional distress
She didn't say anything, and neither did I
And the hot flash happened last night when I was about to cry
My moods are changing, but it's something I can't control
These feelings lunge outside my body, coming from my soul
I feel the one thing that I couldn't possibly tell
My feet want to move and I think I should rebel
I listen to the song "Wonder" and it calms my fears
It makes me think deeply, but it brings the tears
All of this has been happening for some time now
But it's something I wish I had the choice to not allow
The pain hurts badly, it feels like I had a sudden crash
But I guess that's what happens when you have a hot flash
