It's all too much

I can hardly take it.
Everything is so overwhelming.
Trying to put up with all this $h!t.

Wondering when it's all going to change.
This isn't something i can deal with.
My whole life is deranged.

Nothing is the same.
It feels like everything is crashing down.
If only my sanity i could reclaim.

Theres only one thing i kept.
Which is my feelings and emotions.
Even though they've been kind of inept.

It feels like it's going to last forever.
I can't go threw hell my whole life.
Me and existence I'm going to have to sever.