You chose her

I don't want to listen to happy things
Then again they can't be depressing.
That only makes it that much worse.
Those feelings for you I'm not possessing.

I can't escape the thought.
That we once loved to no end.
And how fast that can change.
Once you condescend.

Don't ever say your sorry.
Because i know that it's not true.
You have lied to my face before.
What makes you think were not through?

It will never be "us" again.
You threw that away.
The day you went with her.
My love for you i will never portray.