Gone But Not Forgotten

I'm sitting here, wondering, did you ever love me?

Wondering why did you ever bother with me?

But it doesn't matter now!

What is done is done!

We cant turn back now!

I can see now that it wasn't meant to be!

How could it when you never truly want to be with me!

Was i just a frickin pawn in this little game of yours?

But it doesn't matter anymore!

I'm moving on now, To a new life that i could never have with you!

I'm thinking about my new love, Wondering if she will ever love me?

I'm standing here, waiting for my life to move forward!

That will take me away from here!

To a better place, with better dreams!

You have hurt me beyond realization!

I have tried to say sorry for along time!

But all you do is turn your back on me!

I'm on my hands and Knees begging!

But all your doing is walking all over me!

But it doesn't matter anymore!

I'm moving on to my new life!

The one that doesn't include you!

We had 2 yrs together!

And now they are gone!

But during those 2 yrs,

I will say you did something to me,

That has changed me forever,

You made me think,

About what life,

And about everything it means.

I know we are over now,

that there will never be another us,

But i want you to know,

That i will never forget about you,

You have left an impression on my heart

That will never go away!!!

So I'm moving on now,

Hoping that i can be with my new love,

and hoping that i can move on with my life!