Dead End

Where are you now to save me,
from endless imaginary pain?
The only touch that I could feel
is now driving me insane..

Imprisoned by countless weaknesses,
already burdened by senseless promises..
Now I walk alone...

Is this what you are?
Your abscence left its scar...
Is this what you mean to me?
Your innocent touch now grows into me...

Unwanted jealousy becomes my only enemy..
Desperate for changing..
There's nothing else for me..
Now I walk blindly into the dead end I'm facing..

You are out of reach,
in my mind's endless dreams...
Would you help me stay awake?
I need you to keep me far from something fake...

When will this end?
Love me or tear me apart...
I can't be that fool not to understand,
that it's me dwelling in your heart...