Bad Goodbyes

I don't want to sleep.
I don't want to close my eyes.
Your face in my mind i keep.
It stabs me with knives.

I cry in the night.
I tear myself apart inside.
Because of you i am a gastly sight.
To me, you lied.

As my tears fall,
I watch you walk away.
My life has come to a wall,
And all you say is ok.

I am not going to cry.
I shall no longer shed a tear.
It is time i said goodbye.
Goodbye my dear.