Not that you'd care

Part of me died
My heart stopped beating
Thoughts quit racing
Life lost its meaning

I think back to that time
That most horrific day
When I jumped in front of that car
And threw our love away

In my backyard together
you brought me to a happier place
All the cute things you did
Put a smile on my face

Those days we spent together
Gave me feelings I cannot forget
The worst part of it is
Im still not over you yet

And I never will be
My love for you will never die
Id like to say Im over you
But that would be too big a lie

I still think back
To those times you risked jail
Just to spend your nights with me
And we walked a lovers trail

How do feelings like that
Just disappear?
But I guess they just did
Now its all too clear

The love you said you had is gone
If it was ever there
But sometimes I think
"He never did care"

I wish youd prove me wrong
And just one last time
Youd hold me in your arms
And I could call you mine