I always loved him
But never did I want to take that chance
For over a year I hurt him so much
Played with all his emotions but never thought it hurt him so much
Now I have him back again
And never do I want to lose him
He makes me smile even when nothing is said
He makes me feel alive like I use to feel along time ago
I may have thoughts in my head when other guys come ask me out
I may need to talk to someone to get it out
But I will always want to be with him
No one can ever make me feel this way again
I love him without a doubt in mind
I want to be his
And for him to be mine
Hes changed my life around
But I know some of the things I do he doesnt like
Like me being on drugs I know he hates it just like the rest
But to change that part of me now
Just cant be done
To much has happened
And thats my way of copping
For him to ask me to change that will be a waste of breath
For him to think Ill stop is just a wish he hopes comes true
But with all said and done
I never want to mess us up again
To be without him will make me go insane
Cause with all my heart thats left I love him so very much
