Sitting on a cold floor trying to wipe away the tears
tearing up your pictures, reminiscing on all the years
trying to understand why you chose her and not me
bloodstains on my hands showing how I couldn't let that be
Wondering and in confusion of what I will say
to everyone that asks, why you didn't go to work today
I did what I had to, no other girl could take whats mine
If only you were smart, with her you wouldn't have waste your time
Now I see you laying, eyes closed shut
Ive taken all your abuse, today Ive had enough
When you yelled into my face and screamed out her name
I took the knife beside me and did the exact same
You thought I wasn't serious you'd thought I'd sit back and play the fool
but little did you know baby, you turned my heart to cruel
Now your laying there, blood dripping on the floor
bloodstains on my hand and clothes showing I'm not taking anymore
That girl that said she loved you, the one you wanted to go to
if only she would have saw that baby you were untrue
than maybe it'd be different maybe you'd still be alive
if only i was able to be on my own to survive
But you were all I had, you were everything to me
why would u give me so much than take it away to be free
I just don't understand, with tears down my eyes
If only you would have loved me, you would have never died.
