Iv fallen

As dark as the night.
as Grey as non existent sunlight.
iv fallen too an unraisable plight.

as sad as an orphan.
as mad as mere existence will make you.
iv fallen through a despicable night.

as hollow as a lie.
how terrible i feel i have too say bye.
iv fallen too a sickening low.

as cold as the wintery wind.
as desperate as an alcoholic who cant yield.
i have fallen into the killing Field.

as dead as can be.
as impossible too let her just be.
i have fallen and surpasses mere insecurity.

as sacred as a tomb,
you will lead too my doom.
i have fallen, i have fallen too soon.

please help me.