The blood is rushing to my head
And I feel like someone who is about to be dead
My stomach feels like it's about to burst
And I can't say anything because I'm already at my worst
I flipped out on so many people today
I left them silenced with nothing to say
I don't know what's wrong, and I'm really scared
But when I lifted my head up, he stared
I refused to talk to anyone in lunch
I had my head down and I was in a hunch
My face was buried in my sleeve, I don't know why
But when all was loud, I started to cry
When I looked up, his eyes met mine
And I felt my face turn the color of red wine
It was only a couple of times that he passed by
And only a couple of times he caught my eye
I ignored everyone, and tried to fit in my own secret place
Where no one can bother me or see the expression on my face
It hurts to wonder why suddenly I start to ache
It feels like I was beat more than I could take
My heart is beating unusually fast, and I can't really breathe
I feel like I'm blind, because my eyes were deceived
I feel like a piece of dirt, none of it I can take
My head feels like it's about to explode, and a heart that can break
