I'm NOT Okay!

My heart is still beating,
But i can feel it fading.
Everything is a blur.

I don't know what happened, I'm just not sure.
one minute I've got a smile on my face,
the next someones telling me to take it at a slow pace.

I look into the eyes of this person,
all of a sudden my heart starts bursting,
in flames it goes,

with rips down its sides, as blood flows.
Is this how it feels?
To think that love once was real?

I look in his eyes,
and remember, the long nights,
the laughter in the air,

So much i almost couldn't bare.
We were so in love,
until the day i got shoved.

To think love once was mine,
now its lost in this un-forgiven world,
&& just so you know...I'm not going to be fine.