A drug that soothes
That makes me well.
A drug so wrong
That I daren't tell.
A drug that is forbidden
And I know that myself.
A drug that i seek and shun
Which will put me to hell.
An addiction so painful-
Not of body but of mind.
A worm that infests
The deepest reaches of the soul.
A craving and yearning
Like a dark turbulent tide.
A desperate wish
For no tomorrow.
Save help and guide me
For I can't stop the dread.
And after all that is said
I will still return ba-
