Unlike Me (390)

by NinjaGirl   Dec 20, 2007


I have been smiling from the start
But sometimes you just pull me apart
I'm sick of smiling; I'm sick of trying
Away I'm whiling; I'm sick of crying.

I'm sick of always being there
I'm sick of being the one who cares
I'm sick of starting everything twice
I'm sick of being oh so nice.

I'm sick of living
I'm sick of dying
I'm sick of giving
I'm sick of lying.

I've lived too long
I've died too much
I gave everything I had
I'm sick of things as such.

I want to be different
I want to change
I'm sick of this girl
Who won't let it all go.

I'm tired out from this life
But I don't want to start over
I don't have any lucky charms
Good luck cards or four leaf clovers.

I'm dying while I'm smiling
And you're living, never giving
Never crying, always seeing
Never trying, always lying
Unlike me.

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  • 16 years ago

    by Cindy

    What a sad poem. I can feel your pain.

    I'm dying while I'm smiling
    And you're living, never giving
    Never crying, always seeing
    Never trying, always lying
    Unlike me.

    It is hard in any relationship when it is always the same person giving and the other just taking everything and not giving anything in return. This stanza says it all so well.
    Good job!
    Take care Cindy

  • 16 years ago

    by Lemonbread

    Okay, let me just try and hold my joyness for this GREAT poem. I'm trying not to swear, this is a great great really good poem and I love it to bits cause I can relate to it. You put my feelings into words and let me say in the most childish way...
    WOOT WOOT WELL DONE KITTY!!! ILY!!!

  • 16 years ago

    by Colton

    Oh wow, that is so good... ^.^

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