Life sucks!!!

Im so sick of being me.
Im so sick of the people around me.
Im so sick of people treating me the way they do.

Why cant people just be happy.
And leave me alone.
Why cant people shut their mouths.
And why cant they shut their mouths about me?

I hate myself.
I look in the mirror everyday and I wanna punch the mirror.
I feel so embarrassed by myself.
I feel so disgusted.
I dont even feel like a person.

I feel like the wind
just blowing and blowing.
I feel like the sky when its raining.
I feel like snow when its falling.

I miss everyone.
I miss the people that used to love me.
I miss the people that i used to love.
I miss myself.
The old me.

I wake up everyday.
So alone.
Tears fall down my face.
Because i realize....
The only time im not lonely,
Is when im sleeping peacefully.