Gay

I hate feeling this way,
Not the part about being gay,
But the part that I just cant say
I want her to know Im gay.
I need to say,
Its not just a faze its me its my way.
But Im afraid oh so afraid of what you will say.
I know you wont say yay.
I want to be able to say what I need to say.
I want to tell you its not a sin for being this way
But I just cant