Why do i have to cry weeping at night
so no one hears me with no one near me
laying on my cold bed
rocking myself to sleep
hands over my eyes
trying with all my might not to make a sound
while Ur sleeping while Ur dreaming
I'm slowly drifting in a painfully sleep
no one beside me
wishing never to live
so i can sleep forever
not wanting to wake up and go
tho the same old painfully day
my heart gets weaker everything i cry
my soul is thinning with every night
till the day i have to go
i will pray to god to make it tonight
why do i have to cry
