It's not easy being me,
Especially this time of year.
Everybody wants me to be so happy,
And give a f'ing cheer.
But what is there to be happy about,
When you have but a dollar.
When the christmas spirit around,
Makes you cry out in pain.
How do you explain it to someone,
Who has never been in a situation like this.
And how do you explain to someone,
That you little brother won't get a christmas.
Will you ever truly understand it yourself,
And will you ever stop hating him and giving her the benefit of the doubt.
Will you ever think positive about this circumstance,
And will you ever be able to snap into that jolly christmas trance.
Will you ever share this burden of pain?
Because you understand the sadness coming on christmas day....
